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Screwed.

Mon Nov 30, 2009, 4:01 AM
My new catchphrase: "Oh the YAOI!"

On a slightly more somber note, I have royally fucked myself this semester. I don't know what's wrong with me, I think I'm going to talk to my adviser tomorrow if she has time, maybe she can fix me. I just...jeez do you ever wonder what the hell you're here for? And I don't mean on a cosmic level, I mean when you get down to it, what are you really here for?

I'm not good at anything, I can't do my work, I don't have a job, in a nutshell I'm pretty much worthless. I'm too scared to do what I would love to do (voice act), and I don't have the skill to do what I need to do (write), so what the hell am I here for?

Ugh, I dunno what the point is anymore. I should just drop out and get a minimum wage job like the rest of the world and get a grip. There's no point in dreaming when you're scared shitless.

It's 6 AM, where will I be in 4 hours? Screwed.

  • Mood: Distressed

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  • Current Residence: In your dreams...XD
  • Interests: Anime, writing, drawing, life...
  • Favourite movie: Oh...so many...
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace, HIM, Thriving Ivory, Anberlin, MCR, Gackt, Hyde, UVERworld, and many, many more!
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock lml
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe & Stephen King/J. K. Rowling
  • Favourite style of art: Digital painting, traditional art, jewelry, textiles, watercolor, anime...basically anything pretty
  • Operating System: Windows XP 2000
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Wallpaper of choice: Yami no Matsuei screenshot
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII: DOC
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation
  • Favourite cartoon character: Abel Nightroad/Sebastian/Ichigo Kurosaki/Byakuya Kuchiki
  • Personal Quote: "If you're a real man, then show me your BANKAI!!"
  • Tools of the Trade: mechanical pencil, copic multiliners, GIMP, Microsoft Word

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Comments


:iconhellowyssa:
Phiii-iiiiin! It's almost the weekend again I haven't pestered you to death yet!

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With or without you. With or with you. I can live with or without you.
:iconphineas77:
I have a painting due tomorrow, I've been kinda busy :XD:

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Brother: Ooh, that hurts!
Me: Your face hurts.
Brother: No it doesn't.
Me: It hurts ME! :lmao:
:iconhellowyssa:
Hmm that sucks or at least like i read in shoku which you totally have time/ make time for. -horrid guilt trip attempt-
I wont be here msot of turkey day break so thats why im tryin to pester you.

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With or without you. With or with you. I can live with or without you.
:iconphineas77:
well you can pester me now for a little while until my friend gets back

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Brother: Ooh, that hurts!
Me: Your face hurts.
Brother: No it doesn't.
Me: It hurts ME! :lmao:
:iconhellowyssa:
Cept I totally didn't realize u were on IM and now I'm alone again DX lol -plays games-

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With or without you. With or with you. I can live with or without you.
:iconhellowyssa:
ok i fixed it XD

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With or without you. With or with you. I can live with or without you.
:iconphineas77:
:dummy:

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Brother: Ooh, that hurts!
Me: Your face hurts.
Brother: No it doesn't.
Me: It hurts ME! :lmao:
:iconhellowyssa:
is it workin now?

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With or without you. With or with you. I can live with or without you.
:iconphineas77:
hai...z...ypoo...ness

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Brother: Ooh, that hurts!
Me: Your face hurts.
Brother: No it doesn't.
Me: It hurts ME! :lmao:
:iconhellowyssa:
that made sense -nodding-

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With or without you. With or with you. I can live with or without you.

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